Tuesday April 2nd 2013

The weather is beginning to get warmer. There are so many things I could be doing in the yard, I'm still waiting for inspiration to strike.
I will be returning to my part time job in a few weeks after having the winter off. It will be good to get out of the house and interact with people again. I still feel the pain of losing Duke deeply. I can't get a grip on the reality that yes, he is really gone from this realm forever. I try to imagine what he must be doing in heaven but I cannot comprehend that realm he is in. I long to be where he is, at the same time knowing that my family needs me here for now.
I ask God to show me what He needs me to do while I am still here. I'm trying to listen for His still small voice.