July 8th 2013
I spent the weekend down the shore with two of my friends. What a refreshing time to get away for a few days. It felt good to laugh and relax for a little while. My friend told me I am making progress. There is a song called "I Don't Want To Feel Better". It defines perfectly how I feel. I fear if I feel better I will not remember my Duke!!! I know this is not rational thought. I will keep looking for moments of life and a little light where things are good.